What is the most disgusting thing about you, and why?
there are so many things.... I can't even begin to..... sometimes I'm straight pathetic. I used to look at everyone with admiration, thinking that they were all better than me. there was a time when I didn't have nearly any exercise and looked like shit. I despised myself, and wanted to die so much, I wouldn't speak to anyone. I never had any friends, and those I had, quickly started avoiding me. I got laughed at so bad at school, I was practically the entire school's personal joke. because I was so desperate for attention, that I even started liking getting laughed at. that was elementary school. and I remembered myself after, and I cringed. and every time I remember who I was the year before, I cringe. and it doesn't get any better. I always seem to cringe. like, a sign that I'm getting more mature. but I still fucking cringe.